Gaming week!

AHAHA! Apart from studying i haf been playing two games too! 1. Gunz 2. Final Fantasy VII!! OMG! I've gained two levels for my Gunz character when i played with my brother n boyfriend (they're apparently level 51 and 43 respectively while i am only lvl 14...scary huh? the difference in level) So yea...i'm currently training up and practicing new skills like wall running, wall hanging, changing weapons while shooting (mostly for ranged weapons of course, not melee) n oh i learnt that there're some monsters that look dead creepy...especially the ones in the Dungeon...WALKING ARMOURED SKELETONS! AIYEE! I'd juz die from shock first before i get shot dead if i were there in reality...the goblins are...well...juz..plain...short...i can happily jump over them n manouever my way through. Their ranged weapon (if it ain't a boss round) is merely a gun...thus...i learnt my lesson...ALWAYS KILL THE SHOOTERS FIRST!! Melee...i can happily kill them off later on...that's how i haf been levelling...nyahahahaha. Oh! I LOOOVE how the Prison foes look like...they resemble a cross between a dragon and human...reptiles that stand on two legs and are armoured with blue scales...i think they look THEEE BEST! I hate the ranged ones that come along with them though...those white ones look ugly.
Anywayz i was juz playing FFVII on my lappy the other day n funnily enuf, was watching FFVII Advent Children on Animax at the exact same time. I fought creatures that range from OH-SO-CUTE-I-WANNA'-SQUEAL to OH-MY-GOSH-YUCK or ARRGH-SCARY! I LOOOVE the Chocobos dancing...they look soooo cyuuute n even the background music is KAWAII too!! NYAAAA! N i JUST love them if only they're real i'd hug 'em, squeeze 'em and ride 'em...CAUSE THEY ARE FRIGGIN CUTE! AHH!!
Okay lunch time...screenshots another time...haha bye peeps..Nurvy signing out!

crude...

Oh i juz had an entire 3 days worth of lesson ... which i'm not complaining abt...learnt new stuff...better absorption...now is to start applying and mugging!! which i can't wait to do...n of course i dun intend on going for the re-test and stuff that the school is creating for us...my dad reckons i'm not actually weak...it's juz that i was stressed out into a blank out state...i juz need some stressLESS moments n not someone hunting down my neck half the time...that's all i ask for...really...i dun want screaming, i dun want nagging, i dun want nada! i juz want to be left alone to do things because i'm grown up, i noe wad the heck i want and need...i noe wad works for me n wad does not. i juz...all i ask for is to be left alone to study in peace...without anyone trying to force their ideas onto me. I juz want my parents to be there for me to guide me, advice me, not try forcing their ideas onto me n keeping a closed mind thinking they are right all the time n that the whole world is against them...i hate it...cause in the end i will feel the stress of that person. I mean...hello if u're stressed go de-stress before coming home. Please don't bring that stress into the house n cause the whole world to be hyped up n agitated along with you...it's so tiring...i thought if i quit my cca, i'd haf more time n more peace to be able to study but nooo...mummy juz has to still be screaming...even if it's not directed at me it's dead annoying to juz hear someone screaming in the house...my brother can take it fine my dad can take it fine but that doesn't mean i can....oh my gosh...i juz need a break..

HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEE!

OMG! The loooong awaited June break is here! Too bad i'm fully booked for one week but no matter i still have the weekends and three weeks to sleep in!! I'm so happy! Refresh, Renergise myself with...SLEEP! ahh *light shines from the sky* of course study is included. Since i have quit my cca, it means i have to bank EVERYTHING on my studies, which i do not really mind actually...it's not like my social life is dying whatsoever...nyahahahaha

okay anywayz...I HAVE FINALLY RECOVERED! after a week actually but i had no time to blog abt it...so anywayz yea i was supposed to have my A levels practical...n sth really hilarious happened...my tutor gave us the wrong paper...all of us but one ended up with the MOCK exam paper...so THAT"s why we found it SOOO familiar...

So yea i went to watch a movie with mua friend...we watched Indiana Jones!! Kingdom of the Crystal Skull! AHH IT WAS FRIGGIN HILARIOUS! NYAHAHAHAHA! It was basically exciting, thrilling, comedic all-in-one. A typical adventurous movie! Oh...the previous movie of Indiana Jones watched by me had his Father...now it's his...oops...i shan't give any spoilers...later on during tuition...i was soooo tired!! I was gulping water like mad to keep myself awake...den i slept...n literally hibernated until i was woken up to eat...at 11 plus at night...then i went back to hibernation...until nxt morning...ahahahaha...

Anywayz my mother juz gave me an article to read...about this writer who has family members from all over the world...as in...LITERALLY all over...u got your American, English, Sri Lankan...yup yup...it's in Todays Newpaper...read it ppl it's quite hilarious...it's called 'i flew over the cuckoo's nest' or sth along that line...pretty interesting for someone who enjoys reading abt social issues and life in general...hehe

SICK SICK SICK!

OMG! I've fallen sick for the first time in the entire year...NOOOOOOO!!! N it's all thanks to my dear father who JUST couldn't resist gettin himself sick n passing it on to me. By the time he realised that he was really sick, i already had the virus in me n it was working it's way through my body making me feel dead uncomfortable.

So anyway i woke up at 2:20am feeling as if my body was on fire, n woke my mum up in order to tell me where the thermometer was. When i took my temperature, uh-oh...38 degrees...i am officially sick n i ended up not going to school today...haizzzz...i was whisked of to the doctor by my mother...n apparently as usual the doctor(also my uncle) ended up telling me to study hard yada yada yada n i was like...enough is enough...i'm sick here n u're there tellin me to study...>_<

Anywayz i went home awhile later n decided to take a rest...i was quite shocked at the amt of medicine which i had to take. First, 3 pills(2 antibiotics and one tablet to soothe the stomach queasiness i think) den it was mealtime( a measly bowl of porridge but better den nth) n after tat...two more pills for my cough and one spoon of reali YUCKY cough syrup...(eesh! i shut my eyes as i was drinking it) I was thinking to myself throughout this time...ahh i am SOOOO going to kill my dad...cause to be dead honest i was really angry...*fumes*

Oh but things din turn out tat bad after all cause my boyfriend came over ^^ He took care of me...making sure that my temperature didn't go off the charts...apparently it kinda fluctuated btwn 38 degrees and 37.9 degrees...luckily i did not cough as much...although i think he will end up falling sick cause the virus that resides within me is VERY contagious...i warned him and yet he wasn't afraid to take care of me...i guess i hafta admit i was really moved and it was really sweet of him to care for me till the extent that he wasn't afraid of himself falling sick.

Now i shall go take another LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG rest and pray that my throat gets better...cause even though i'm not in the choir anymore, i still love singing n i do hope that i can sing once again...

ok i shall leave you guys here today...another post will come out soon WHEN i haf the time...nii~~~

PW A levels...n my entire week...

Results of my Project work was released yesterday...I GOT A B!!! I'm really glad that i got a B! I was seriously expecting worst! NI~~~~ In my team...one of the members got an A...n in my cg...only 2 of them had an A...there were a sprinkle of Bs...n majority were Cs...I wasn't the least sad tat i did not get an A...i'll admit...hey i'm serious. I'm not sad at all...but i feel sad for those who did not achieve the results they wanted...like my bestie chi ping from Meridian...n some of my cgmates...however i wish them all the best n i pray for them to haf the strength n courage to move on. ^^

Ok...out of 5 days...i spent...3 days with my boyfriend...oh yes i am attached now ^^ n i'm really happy...i call him Will...he's from Meridian...hard to meet though...i'm from SA he's from MJC...but i guess it didn't really matter...so anyway we studied together for the first two days...Tue n Wed at my place...on friday...we had tuition together...quality time spent with a loved one really feels great!

Although...this morning...i received some sad news...apparently we are no longer able to haf tuition together anymore...i nearly cried...i was so sad...i mean..currently we only got to see each other once a week...now...we dun get to see each other at all...I thought...it's not fair...why does life have to be like this? But the more i thought about it...i had a different perception...what if this is just a test? A test to see if we really loved each other? The test of time...if we pass this test...we might be able to overcome anything else...i guess this thought will be the source of my strength to go on...i do hope my partner feels the same way as well...i really hope so...>_<

Study program...n LIFE!

All right...two weeks ago i was asked to go for a mastry study program in my JC...because of my sucky, hellish results. At first, I behaved totally like a little kid...i was like thinking of endless amounts of excuses to get myself out...but i had to go in the end...but guess what? I did not regret going at all...or at least...not as much as i expected...


We were taught various techniques such as mind-mapping, drawing pictures to understand things better, form a story to aid us in memory work...yea...it was quite funny the way they did it. Simply...hilarious. So anywayz, the trainers were telling us about a gazillion stories and making us laugh until we tear. Pretty cool huh? I only remembered a couple of them...one included memory aids...one of the Principles of Memory was "Outstanding" if a male tutor were to enter a class n write a formula, the chances of us remembering is quite low...however...if he were to enter wearing a bikini suit...we'd rmb the formula for life right? WRONG! I'd forget the formula but i'd remember the tutor for life!

It was quite informative...i learnt about how society will be like once i officially finish my education...how the working world is...little bits of tips n advices here and there...really useful...how to overcome various challenges...we were also taught on how to have the correct mindset when faced with problems. All in all it was very useful...although...the second day...was a disaster

Apparently they made us all really emotional by asking us to imagine our less-liked parent on a hospital bed n dying! I was like...excuse me? Exactly what are they trying to pull here? I mean..it only motivated me for like...less than 10 minutes...immediately after we were asked to open our eyes...i treated everything like it was a dream...n forgot every single thing...i realised most of them had fallen asleep during the talk....*shrugs* i thought it might work...but definitely not for me...

I love the part where they taught us on Life in general the most. Cause...it teaches everyone 2 cherish n appreciate everything we've got..treasure our loved ones, relish everything we are given. That was how i'm brought up by my father. N i enjoyed his teachings very well.

As part of the closing ceremony...SOME of us volunteered to go up...me being one of them. My daddy was reali proud..my mum was reali...NOT proud...in fact she was quite pissed tat i went up to make an impromptu speech...*sniffle sniffle* Oh i realised one thing...i was basically the ONLY girl who went up and did not cry...the rest of the girls shed tears n i was quite shocked. I thought...am i human or am i a cyborg? No matter though...I spoke wad i truly felt inside to everyone...of course minus the negative parts...or else i'd probably be thrown into a cauldron of boiling oil!

That was basically it...oh...wait...one more extra no-link detail. They played the theme from DOTA: Return of the Ancients n i was so excited abt it...tt was how some ppl got to noe i play DOTA.

Er......>_<

I failed 2 subjects...got U...*shrugs* oh well...n i'm guessing my last subject will get a U as well...Triple Us...lousy grades...but oh well...i'll just accept it...learn from my mistakes n move on...after all there's no way i can turn back time n retake my block test after all...

I wud like 2 thank my friends for being there for me and being concerned for me ^^ I can assure you guys i am really fine...i'm not saddened nor discouraged, most of all definitely not demoralised...my aim in JC is to do well in my A levels...my grades for my Block tests, MSAs, Mid-Years do not really matter to me...i can be attending workshops to improve my studying abilities though i think am not 100% sure if it will improve my results....

I just wish i do not panic like how i did for my Block Test...i can't gurantee an A...but i know i'll pass...for some reason i really blanked out during the papers...eesh...freaky....oh well...what's gone is gone...i'll just take it as another challenge which life has thrown at me to overcome...because after all, life is not a bed of roses..there are bound to be obstacles to overcome...this is just another roadblock which i haf to clear...i am not giving up...not yet....not at least until I can gurantee a good score for my A levels...in the meantime, i am thankful for all the support i receive from my family and friends...^^