Little info about a Phoenix

As the graceful phoenix soars through the sky, a magnificent rainbow trail is left behind...

{The Phoenix is a mythical sacred firebird, with golden/red plumage. It's lifespan is normally 500-1461 years and it has the ability to be reborn after the end of it's life-cycle. Another ability of it is regeneration. It can heal itself when hurt or wounded, making it almost immortal and invincible. The Phoenix is a symbol of fire/divinity and it's tears are able to heal wounds...as shown in a couple of the Harry Potter series}

{...} Thanks to Wikipedia for these information

Monday, October 22, 2007

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.

And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

By: Max Ehrmann in the 1920s

Thoughts: Well i feel that this passage has a really deep meaning to it...it tells us about life...n how we should live our lives...basically telling us to be optimistic ..."Be Cheerful" and "Strive to be happy". It's no use being stressed out...brooding over matters that have already happened...we can't change the past...but we can mould our future with our own hands...it tells us how important each and everyone of us are...n that we should cherish the lives given to us. It tells us not to harbour negative feelings and thoughts...instead fill ourselves with positive emotions to overcome the darkness that may overcome us during our periods of depressions...All i have to say is this passage will help calm n bring peace+tranquility to the soul...so happy reading =)

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Birthday Surprise...??

let's see...this morning i had choir practice...apparently we haf a new member...his name is Anson...he looks nice...wonder how his character is like...well i didn't really get to talk to him...guess i'll juz wait until he warms up to all of us...=)

Well...2day my dad told me that we were having dinner at a different place...n my mum told me we were having dinner with our cousins. O..k...i was wondering...what exactly is going on? I found out after the ENTIRE meal was taken...including desert...the food was delicious...i remembered my brother and I were trying to outwit each other's sarcasm...took some great photos with my cousins...after all it had been awhile since we last saw each other...sadly one of my cousin is in Virginia...so she couldn't join us..oh well...i shall tell her all about it online i guess...
As i was saying...after the meal...one of the waitresses brought out a cake. My jaw dropped...not literally of course...and THEN i found out...OH! it' s my grandmother's BIRTHDAY! We took MORE photos...of my grandmother n my uncles doin some weird Superman poses...-_-" even i was stunned.

Guess tonight was really a surprise for me...oh well...i'm tired now...goin 2 sleep...

Friday, October 19, 2007

can't think...

O..k...i admit...2day's the first time i actually slept during a lecture. Geez...guess i was really tired. There wasn't much...ok...ANY copying to do...it was just listening as the teacher droned on n on n on n on......so finally my head juz nodded n nodded until i fell asleep. I did wake up a few times though...juz to make sure the teacher wasn't staring in my direction...i think she caught me though..juz tat she let me off...hmmmm.....
After an hours worth of econs lecture, i had CHINESE! A levels chinese is coming up so i'm not the least surprised i guess...now our teacher loves using pictures/symbols to represent some of the words. IN the end, my cg had a ball of a time trying to figure out the words...one even commented that it was hard to decipher the codes...which i totally agreed. It was pretty interesting though...if u think abt it when the entire lesson is over..
Well...there's reali nth much 2 say i guess...now i'm still worried abt my promotion...but not as worried as when i first started...=) which is a good thing...i hope...-_-"

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Surprise surprise

Waddya'noe...i got 32 Rank points...not 30 rank points...hmm...slightly better but still have a chance of getting retained...sighz...Oh well...i guess i'll just wait and see...
Weird actually...I thought I had an S for my math...apparently i got an E...geez...wonder wad happened during the churning of the overall results...oh well guess i shall never know...
Anywayz i'm hoping for the best for everyone...especially those who are on borderline cases...

Hmmm...bought a new book...Humour of the Sexes...tells jokes that are related to dating and marriage btwn males and females...pretty hilarious actually if u ask me. It's on sale in SAJC Popular Bookstore...if given a chance i reckon u should read it...=)

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Promos Results...*sigh*

Let's see...i got S for Econs...overall as well...since i got S as well for my COmmon Test n i wasn't exactly outstanding for my tests...so yea...
GP....i ended up with an overall E...how nice...at least i passed this time round...I got an S for my COmmon Test...geez....hope my CA (i.e. my other tests, essays and compres) can push up my grades a little...although reality probably says: FAT HOPE.

Nothing much actually...juz that now i have 29 or 30 rank points...which means i'm screwed. because my school requires me to get at least 35 points to get promoted...i wish i could get at least a conditional promotion though...oh well...i'll juz go along with what Fate has in store for me...n my friend is right...i am lucky to have supportive people around me n not having to face any queer teachers...=)

Now....I juz want to rest...and calm myself...before anything else...oh yes n concentrate on my A level Chinese plus PW as well...

Monday, October 15, 2007

Class outing!

Haha. went out wif my cg 2day...after a few hours of persuasion from my mum before she finally let me go! Hmm...i think i know why...she's probably juz worried for me. After all, there has been newspaper articles that children n kids can drown in beaches...so i can understand.
One more thing...mum's kinda' superstitious...and i guess she believes in spirits which might result in bad luck if you encounter one. This is probably why she's worried about me staying up late so she asked me to go back early...didn't matter much...i had 2 attend to something as well anywayz...so there...
The barbeque was fun!! Even though it rained, we remained patient n did some things to entertain ourselves to wait for the rain to stop....which mostly included taking photos, snacking...i sketched some pictures of trees but they didn't turn out reali nice because i was half-asleep...LOL.
THe rain did slow a little after awhile...so i decided to take a walk on the sand and let the waves wash over my feet. The water felt really warm and nice on my feet...a little sandy but who cared? I closed my eyes and merely enjoyed the sensation...and woke up only after i nearly fell down from a strong current...-_-"
When the caterer reached East Coast Park(where we were having our BBQ), we started cooking! WOOHOO! That was when my eyes teared a lot because of the intense smoke. I helped to cook the food...so that's why my eyes were brimming with tears. Oh well...i can't blame anyone...since i volunteered to cook on the wrong side...well...tat's wad i get i guess...no matter...the food was yummy!! N i er...accidentally burnt my friend with the tongs i used to cook the food with...poor chap...i was apologising n felt really bad...someone got hurt because of my own carelessness...later on he took extra precautions n moved my hand(with the tongs) away before he stepped in to help...LOLZZZ...
Hehe. Really wished i could have stayed for the games though...but i had ta' go off...sighz...oh well tat's all i guess...now i better sleep...school starts in 8 hours time.....

Saturday, October 13, 2007

outing!

Went out with my friends n brother 2day...as usual i was the only girl *shrugs* oh well...hu cares... anywayz we went to Marina Square to watch a movie. Initially, we were keen on watching Resident Evil: Extinction but too bad it was NC16 n my brother was only 13 years old...so too bad i guess...we ended up watching Mr Woodcock...which was really hilarious. I shan't be a spoiler...if u would like to know about the show you could either read it up or go book a ticket n watch...=)
I realised mid-way during the show why it was PG...apparently i could hear the F word being used very vividly...n there were plenty of coarse language, i felt.
Before that, we were at my friend's place. Wow. The dog loved all of our legs man...but i think i got the worst off it. I have no idea what Jacky(the dog) was trying to do...it kept jumping on my leg and while it's trying to get a better grip, clawed at my legs...leaving many MANY scratch marks on my poor leg. I was literally wincing in pain throughout. Finally i decided to sit on the chair cross-legged. That helped...for awhile...until Jacky raised itself onto it's hindlegs and placed it's two front paws on the chair. I backed as far away as i could because i seriously did NOT want anymore scratch marks...
*Yawn* and now i'm beat...so i guess i'll go sleep first...havin a bad headache and feeling reali sick...