Right...first of all i think i really have to thank my teachers for helping me...because i haf no idea how my rank points could have gone up to 34 points from a mere 30 points. As I was looking through the overall points for the first time...i was a little surprised because i had 32 points when i remembered my points being 30...n it was because my Math became an E instead of an S.
2day, as I looked at my report slip...i saw an E instead of an S which i was supposed to obtain for my Economics...so i guess that kind of explained where the extra 4 points came from...although it was just a conditional promotion for me...i guess i should be glad for being given a second chance...
Although...after reading the comments on my report slip...i was thinking...should i continue with JC? or should i opt out and try another route of studying...like...let's say...Poly? Am I not just not cut out for JC? Should I reali withdraw from JC and experience something else...? I do not know...I guess i'll give myself a chance until my first block test next year. If i still do not make the mark and am unable to catch up, I guess i will just leave.
Thankfully the holidays are here...time to make use of the holiday to study hard...catch up...and also to think about then 3 options which i haf:
1) remain in JC n continue the same course
2) remain in JC but change course(which is impossible unless i get thrown back to J1)
3) Go to Poly and take Mass Communication which I know i haf the aptitude for
Well...in the meantime i guess i'll just concentrate on my Chinese A levels(which is like nxt monday) and my Project Work(which reminds me...gotta' edit my script)
I'm juz afraid that if i go to poly...my aunt/uncle will start their lectures at me...considering all of my cousins so far have gone to Junior Colleges...and to be exact...it's EXCELLENT colleges...Raffles, Temasek, National...one's even in NUS High...the pressure is really great on me...if I quit JC halfway and enter poly...wad will they think of it? Ok it doesn't matter if they think badly of me...but i'm worried for my parents...and to make matters worst i've got one Uncle who seriously does not know how to zip his mouth...and i'm scared that he'll aggravate the situation which is already bad enough...
Haizz...BUT...all these will only happen if I enter poly...on the other hand if i stay on i have no idea if i can keep up and survive or i will just be digging a grave for myself...sighz.......
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